It's hard to reminisce, especially since I never got a kiss, and I'm pissed because not once did I get a hug. Where in hell was the Love?
It's hard to remember you being there for me, when I needed you the most. To me you were just a ghost.
It hurts to think about you, when all I can remember is you trying to fight a terrible drug addiction, not once did you think about the affliction that you caused me.
I hurt because I don't have love and affection. It's like a fatal attraction except you're fatal Oh I forgot there was never an attraction. You never tried to make me happy. I hurt because I lack a mother and that is why my life is whack! I hurt because you never tried to get back on the right track. You left and fell in love with crack.
It breaks my heart to know that i don't have a mother, and so I suffer.
It hurts when I'm reminded of you coming in late at night, because you were busy getting your high but what about you telling me Goodnight? instead I was forced to say....
Goodbye Mama!!
